A Very Meaningful Day



Today is a very meaningful day, today is Zoe's first day of school! Now, you may be thinking, sure its a very meaningful day she's starting school! What a huge milestone! For me its that she's starting her first day of Lutheran school. The thought of it gets me all misty, not just because I'm her mom, she's my baby and she's starting school, but also because Lutheran school is so very important to me and who I am.

When I was four, my parents were advised to put me in preschool for socialization (turns out that I didn't really need help with that. Haha.). My mom saw an ad in the paper for St. John's Lutheran School in Arnold, MO. My parents decided to sign me up. At the time, my parents were not regular church attendees. I began to attend St. John's and it changed my life. I learned about Jesus and at the advice of my preschool teacher, my parents started attending church. St. John's was our whole life when we (my sister and I) were little. It was our second home. My mom was super involved volunteering there and eventually working there. My dad served on boards and was very involved in the church.


This is from my preschool graduation. You can't see anyone because it's a bad scan of an old picture.


First Day of School at St. John's (Not sure of the year)

When we moved to Cincinnati, it was the same. We were very involved as a family at St. Paul. After high school, I attended Concordia University Wisconsin to continue my Lutheran Education and become a Lutheran Educator. Concordia was home. I loved it. My professors were fantastic, they not only were fantastic educators they cared for their students and their relationships with the Lord. So many of my closest friends are from my Concordia days and of course, that it where Nate and I met.


Nate and I on graduation day at CUW.

I am who I am and where I am today, incredibly blessed with a fantastic husband, two beautiful children, living in a lovely parsonage in Hoyleton, IL and loving the Lord because of Lutheran school. Going to Lutheran schools changed my life and today my daughter starts on that journey. Her journey begins differently. She already goes to church, loves the Lord and has a daddy for a pastor. However, I have no doubt in my mind that she will be blessed by this journey that she begins today. Today I pray for her teachers at Trinity Lutheran School in Hoyleton, IL. I pray that they are ready to take on the force that is my child, but more seriously that they begin the school year with energy and excitement knowing that they could be changing the life of someone like me. Someone who didn't know the Lord. I pray for all Lutheran educators the ones that have so greatly blessed me and the ones who are beginning another year of teaching, as their job is tough, rewarding and so very important.

Have a great day my Zoe bug, I hope you are just as blessed as your mommy has been. We love you so much! Happy first day!




Silly Goose!



Yay Trinity!


Coming home!

That's all for now. God is good.

Zach is 3 months (it's a little late)



Poor Zach, I am yet again behind in his monthly updates. We have had a busy July. I will fill you in on that in my next post. For now, this is all about the little man. He is growing a ton. I think he's going to pass up his big sister very quickly. I don't know how she'll feel about that.


Zach likes:
  • Mommy
  • Daddy
  • Big Sister Zoe
  • Mimi
  • Papa
  • Grandma
  • Formula
  • Rock N Play
  • Ceiling Fans
  • Making cooing noises at Mommy
  • Laying on the floor
  • Sitting outside
  • Walking in the morning with the church ladies
  • Bathtime
  • The swing
  • To eat
  • When you sing to him
Zach doesn't like:
  • Mommy leaving the room or the house
  • Tummy time
  • Mommy cutting his nails
Zach is unsure of:
  • Loud noises
Ready for cute pictures?


This guy.


Quick staring contest!


He's my buddy.



Cute factor 1,000


Working on our selfie game.


I just want to squeeze him.

People say my kids are very photogenic. We also have many pictures that turn out like this because of a silly toddler.


These two. Love them.

That's all for now. God is Good!


It Takes the Village of Hoyleton...and Some Others (The Gallbladder Story)


Hoyleton Water Tower Photo Credit to Deb Holle

As most of you already know I developed gallbladder problems during my pregnancy with Zach. In January, I thought I was having a spell of heartburn and ended up in the ER. Gallstones. Those little things hurt. So they advised me to have my gallbladder out once my baby was born. I would have to wait 4-6 weeks after. So that would be at most 16 weeks until I could get this thing out. 16 weeks of bland, no fat food. You know what food has fat in it? Every food that you've ever loved. It was a life without cheese, and let's be real, no one should have to live without cheese. I know many people do and I hurt for them. It was a life without fried food. I don't think I have ever gone this long without a french fry. I am going on five months and as Mrs. Kim in Gilmore Girls calls them, I long for "The Devil's Starchy Fingers".

So April 19th I had Zach and we were go glad to meet our precious baby boy. He's so wonderful and cute. Also, this meant we could schedule surgery. We scheduled my surgery for May 16th. Well, my body had other plans. On the 12th I started having belly pain and my surgeon's office told me to head to the ER. In the ER they ran tests and said that I didn't have gallstones (I assured them I did.). They kept me overnight for observation. Then, in the morning they ran a nuclear test on my to check the function of my gallbladder. When I returned to my room Nate informed me that the doctor stopped by and recommended surgery because my gallbladder was only functioning at 4%. When my cell phone battery falls below 10% I begin to panic a little, 4% is terrifying. Now, think about one of your internal organs working at 4%. Not something you want to hear. Within an hour and a half I was in the operating room. When I was in recovery I don't remember anything but being in so much pain that I never opened my eyes and I think I was saying, "help!". Yes, ridiculous. However, I feel like you have a little license for crazy when you are on Morphine and coming out of anesthesia. I was pretty nauseous for about five hours that followed but was better by morning and well enough to go home. I can't say enough about the operating room and pre-op staff at Mercy Hospital St. Louis. I received fantastic care.

A couple days after I got home from the hospital things started to go downhill. I wasn't sleeping through the night because I was trying to feed Zach and pump. I also had a bad reaction to the anesthesia and ended up with BAD anxiety that manifested itself in hypochondria. So, we made several trips to the emergency room because of anxiety induced symptoms. One of the ER trips was the result of a UTI and a possible colon infection. I was put on some very heavy antibiotics which upset my stomach. At one point, I told the doctors that my entire torso hurt. Now, I'm left with some pretty bad acid reflux and occasional pain which I'm going to see a gastroenterologist about this week.

Throughout all of this, my mother-in-law, my mom and The Village of Hoyleton kept us afloat. Nate's mom took care of the children. Women in the congregation made meals for us every Monday, Wednesday and Friday for the entire month of May taking the stress of planning dinner off of us. My mom came over here and took a couple of days off work to take me to doctor's appointments. The entire congregation was very understanding when Nate needed to move things around in his schedule to help with me or the kids. People were constantly texting me to see how I was doing and to let me know they were thinking about me. I received the sweetest "Get Well" cards in the mail. There were prayers coming from the people in Hoyleton, our friends in McAllen and many others. For the first two weeks after my surgery things were rough and we needed these people.

We have always been blessed to have a "village of help" wherever we lived. The Village of Hoyleton has proved that they are no exception and set the bar high when it comes to taking care of their people. We could not have done it without our village and I am so glad that we had "The Village of Hoyleton", friends and family to help us get through this tough time.

The only thing left to do now is figure out what is still making me not feel great when I eat certain foods. I need to be able to eat good food again. This girl NEEDS cheese in her life. I am feeling much better now, even though I am not 100%. People say it takes a village and I'm glad that I have "The Village of Hoyleton" as mine.


Just because they're cute...

That's all for now. God is good.

Zach is Two Months Old!




Zach is officially two months old! He received his two month shots today to prove it (he was not a fan). Zach is growing great! He is 12lbs 8oz and above average in height and head circumference (that means he'll be extra smart right?). Zach is a sweet baby. He is usually very happy as long as he has his mom. Zoe was a Mama's girl too until about 9 months when she switched to a Daddy's girl so we'll see what happens with Zach.

On June 4th, Zach was baptized. We were blessed to have a great service and to spend time with family and friends.





Zach with his Godparents, Will and Wesly.


Family of Four!


Zach likes:

  • Mommy
  • Daddy
  • Mimi
  • Papa
  • Grandma
  • Formula
  • Rock N Play
  • Ceiling Fans
  • Making cooing noises at Mommy
  • Laying on Mommy and Daddy's bed
  • Sitting outside
  • Walking in the morning with the church ladies
  • Late night feedings
  • Bathtime
Zach doesn't like:
  • Shots
  • Going to the doctor
  • Mommy leaving the room
  • Tummy time
Zach is unsure of:
  • Zoe (she's still a little big aggressive for his taste)
  • Diaper changes
  • Loud noises

My cutie!


Both of my cuties!


Sprinkler action


He's a ham.


Handsome


These two.




That's all for now! God is good!

Zach is One Month!







Zach's first month of life has been a whirlwind. He is a very chill baby. He eats a lot and he sleeps a lot. He had to deal with his mommy having surgery (more on that later) and being away for a few days but he took it like a champ and was a good boy for Mimi. We love his blue eyes and his little personality.

Zach likes:

  • Mommy
  • Daddy
  • Mimi
  • Grandma
  • Formula
  • The Rock N Play
  • The Baby Playgym
  • Snuggles
  • Rides in the car
Zach doesn't like:
  • Tummy Time
  • Being hungry
  • Being wet
Zach is unsure about:
  • Zoe snuggles (they're a bit aggressive)
  • Bath time

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Sister had to get in there.


My cutie!


Big sister helping out with tummy time.


She's dancing next to him.


A little bit of that aggressive toddler love.


Mr. Handsome

We love our babies!

That's all for now! God is good.